Friday, May 14, 2010

A little more breaking.

I feel myself turning back inside.  Guess its because things continue to break and I can't seem to get a hold on it.  Need tags for my car, new drivers license, resources to move and find a new roommate to replace me.
Need a dog walker and new windshield for my car.  An alignment would be nice (for my car!).
The goes on and on.  Today is my last day off and all of this still needs to get in line for accomplishment.

I remember things being chaotic in the old world, but I don't remember it being like this constantly.
Plus, I miss being rich.  Whats up with that?  I don't want to need help anymore.  I want to help everyone else be okay.

Will be great to get fully engaged in new job on Monday.  I am so much more productive with less time on my hands.  Feel teary with frustration at the goodness I cannot seem to settle into and enjoy.

Running for a bit. Then lunch with Hope and afternoon with Samantha.  Maybe I can drag Malia out of her cocoon this evening. . .=)
Hung out at my friends Walter's (Shoot for Change) photo shoot on Tuesday.  He is so goofy, he gave me Production Assistant credit.  I really just sipped coffee and watched.  It was really fun.  More of that!!!

3 comments:

  1. If headaches be a cocoon, so be it. But I do want to do something fun this weekend. Let's hike tomorrow!

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  2. I am feeling a parallel with your status and I have a lot less reason to complain. Hopefully we'll turn a corner quickly. The renters are about 3 hours out so I'm almost done! Your new job is going to be great - I just know it.

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  3. Miss you girl! Keep on with the fun events, you rock!Oops, it's really Costa, not Holger...oh well!

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