Discernment. . .

Just a little update on the dude dilemma.  Maybe its not so much that I am stressed about dudes.

Maybe its God honing me and helping me gain a better sense of who I am, suited to and attracted to. 
Take this Gentlemen (Emmanuel Adebayor).  Holy Moly.  Yeah, right up my alley.  Okay don't know the guy.  Doubt I ever will, but wow!  He is beautiful. 

So maybe I am not banned from dating, but slowing up to focus on personal repair and seeking a real man-man that is amazing.  Not just some guy who happened to ask me out. I got plenty to do without a boy to interrupt my schedule. Ya know?

Enjoying every step and remembering that God knows exactly what I need and when I need it.  Trying so hard to stay inside God's detailed plan for me.  Don't want to lose this focus!  Feels nice not to doubt my efforts for once. 

For now I am seeking a church, a great gospel choir, and a job that pays the bills in one fell swoop.
I will not be deterred!

As for a dude?  Maybe he will have dreaded (I do mean dreaded. I hate dreads!!!) long hair and maybe he will be name Emmanuel. But he definitely won't be from North Carolina or Tennessee.  =)